January 18th, 2026. Peter’s Chair, Rome. Second Sunday after Epiphany.
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Today’s Contents:
1.) God’s Law of Judgment (discernment), and how to exercise it, so we aren’t manipulated.
2.) Why I am absolutely confident Erika Kirk is a honey pot jezebel cloaking herself in Christianity to fool the masses.
3.) How Boomers, Generation X, Millennials and Generation Z play into this.
4.) Spirit of Babylon continued with what the Prophet Ezechiel saw Jerusalem/Babylon doing to her own children and its direct link to the United States of America and 1948 “Israel”.
5.) In Defense of Father Paul Kramer.
6.) My September 26th, 2025, email exposing Erika Kirk.
“Jezebels and narcissists are ashamed at nothing and offended at everything.”
1.) God’s Law of Judgment (discernment), and how to exercise it, so we aren’t manipulated.
“You’re not hard to love, you’re hard to manipulate.”
I heard that above quote recently and it’s one of my new favorites. It perfectly applies to combatting narcissists and it also perfectly sums up the Divine Character of the God Man. He was VERY easy to love, but VERY hard to manipulate. Just ask the “brood of vipers”, the pharisees who failed miserably (the gutless worms). Being hard to manipulate is a direct tie to holiness and transforming union.
Being hard to manipulate stems from having good judgement and discernment IN THE MOMENT and also not having herd mentality in opinion or thought. I will go into this in my next post, but this is a people pleasing generation and that, in a nut shell, is why we are in this mess! That is why we are living in an era of chaos, aka the “spirit of Babylon” (Babylon means “chaos”). Having good judgement means to do what is “right and just” even if it means we lose friends, popular opinion or lose the approval of the majority, FOR THE SAKE OF CHRIST.
You know that hilarious photo of Flynn Rider from Tangled I introited this post with? Let me give you some examples about what I mean “being hard to manipulate” looks like in action when we speak our truth. Notice the content smile on Flynn’s face even with the knifes pointed at him. That is what transforming union looks like, with “holding our peace” the way the God Man did all throughout His public ministry. And I am so here for it:
One of the greatest compliments I have ever received, in my life, was said by my friend Wynn who runs Sister Lucy Truth, we promote on our sites, and it was this:
“You have a very good cringe detector.”
Meaning, I can sense when something is straight up bull poop. But in all seriousness, it’s all just tied to discernment, common sense and judgment. I was recently telling a priest how in so many places in the Old Testament God tells Moses that we must NOT neglect THREE SPECIFIC THINGS: His commandments (Laws), ceremonies (Mass and Divine Office) and… JUDGEMENTS (discernment). This theme is repeated over and over, and again and again… for a reason. That is because the opposite of “chaos” (Babylon) is order and peace (Jerusalem).
Order is obtained through keeping God’s ceremonies (the true Mass and true Office), keeping His Laws and precepts as well as not blindly “obeying”. Blind obedience is not holiness, and the freemasons know that most Catholics don’t know that fact. If we obey without question, we are not keeping with Our Lord’s “judgements”. If we have good judgement then we know what to accept or reject. Hence, why I keep reiterating the importance of using Our Lord’s Five Senses, Our Lady’s Seven Sorrows and the Seven Gifts of the Holy Ghost in all our decision making.
Our Lord really thinks of everything. He knows exactly what will make us holy, and what will not. The freemasons clearly know what they are doing, too, however:
2.) Why I am absolutely confident Erika Kirk is a honey pot jezebel cloaking herself in christianity to fool the masses.
That same priest asked what reactions I received to a mass email I sent out on September 26th, 2025, warning people about Erika Kirk. I am going to attach the email in today’s post because even though I wrote it almost four months ago, I think what I wrote and predicted, for the most part, is being played out in real time.
I told him that I surprisingly had overwhelming positive feedback. I was MOST touched by my Sister Martyr Princess, Aflavia’s, youngest brother’s reaction to the email. He is not Catholic and yet, he wanted to be added to my email list in the future because Aflavia said he liked my writing style and my humor. People like him make it all worth it!
A “honeypot Jezebel” or “honey trap” involving a woman refers to a person (often a female agent or decoy) who uses sexual attraction or romantic relationships to compromise a target, usually to gather secrets, blackmail them, or lead them into a trap for espionage or criminal purposes.
I have been working on another blog post all together but I had to park that aside, for now, because I had a conversation recently with my cousin and the subject of Erika Kirk randomly, or rather providentially, came up and I was reminded of my September email that received positive feedback.
I knew immediately that Mary needed this topic further exposed, because Our Lord and His Name are being dragged through the mud by these phonies. These people are doing this in the “Name of God” and this is exactly why I am speaking out about it and why it matters.
Many people assume there is only one way to take Our Lord’s Name in vain. Another way that commandment is broken is by using His Name as a cloak while living a double life. He will not be mocked.
When you lie, cheat, murder and steal and do it all in the “Name of God”, you are, in fact, taking His Name in vain. My cousin said Erika Kirk weirded her out and her grief did not look sincere. My non Catholic cousin gets it, and trad catholics do not. This is what got me thinking about discernment, once again.
“Leading astray, IF POSSIBLE, even the elect.” (Matthew 24)
Father Paul Kramer, as well, for noticing and connecting the dots with what’s happening with the Trump administration, is being smeared by trad Catholics who are resorting to the very name calling I thought they sought to avoid.
The “spirit of Babylon” is a direct link to the Great Whore of Babylon who meets her end in the book of the Apocalypse, as we have discussed in my former posts with its direct connection to the Passion of the Church. Babylon IS Jerusalem, and in order to rise CLEAN, she must die. Babylon is also a specific behavior: narcissism and jezebel.
Since my last several posts have been on “the spirit of Babylon” and narcissism, this perfectly keeps with the theme. I was still planning on writing more posts on the subject as there are many dimensions and mysteries attached to it, nonetheless.
I must take careful and proper time to break this topic down and examine every aspect and angle of this “spirit” to leave no room for doubt, that this “spirit” is very much at work and it has direct ties to America and how “honey pot jezebels” such as Erika Kirk are working with the American Government and the non biblical state of “Israel”.
I will come back to that. This post very much has everything to do with Babylon, because it’s that very behavior that is, and will be, exposed, and leads to her fall. My cousin Jill who was like a sister to me growing up, who I had this conversation with, just turned 25, is generation z and I was impressed with her own “cringe detector”.
3.) How Boomers, Generation X, Millennials and Generation Z play into this.
I am a millennial. I am right at the tail end of millennials which ends with 1996, being born 1994, and right at the beginning of gen z, which starts in 97 and with humility, and I have to admit: generation z just gets it! My closest friends are either gen z or boomers; I don’t have many friends my own age. Even growing up I did not watch the same shows, movies or listen to the same music as my own generation for the most part.
If there was a family gathering you would either find me having a blast with the small children (future gen z) or having a deep conversation with boomers. There was really no in between. My Grandparents are boomers and I consider them my best friends. My Sister Martyr Princess, Aflavia is gen z and there is no one else I would rather share a life of prayer with (this is here so I don’t end my sentence with a preposition).
It takes a lot to fool gen z and while every generation has it’s faults (boomers easily fall for propaganda by watching Jews News, aka Fox News or Jewsmax, aka Newsmax, gen x lack self awareness and post their lives on social media, CONSTANTLY, due to insecurity, while millennials are impulsive and impatient and gen z tend to be a tad self absorbed, really bad at saying thank you or even desensitized), but gen z has the potential to be instrumental, and they… are hard to manipulate. But let us take a brief pause and quickly call the pros of each generation:
Boomers: take responsibility
Gen x: hard workers
Millennials: charitible and understanding
Gen z: hard to manipulate
Why these generations are so important, and how they also have a direct link to “the spirit of Babylon”, the deep state and the deep church is because Our Lady of Fatima warned that the 60s (the boomer generation) would begin the revolution in the Church through Vatican II and the bogus Ordo (deep church), along with the sexual and feminist revolution (deep state).
The boomer generation has built the reputation that while they are loyal, committed and can fix anything, they tended to take that “revolutionary spirit” (“spirit of Babylon”) into how they parented their children. That is why the generation they raised (gen x) is known as the “forgotten” or neglected generation (and gen x does not let us forget it). This is where the victim card became a constant repeated theme.
Gen x then carried that insecurity into their own parenting of my generation (the millennials, and gen z) where, ironically enough, a LOT of gen x is where the spirit of narcissism (Babylon) sprung forth. Many of the narcissists I had the pleasure of meeting (heavy emphasis on the sarcasm) have been generation x (in and outside of the Church). The offspring of the 60s revolution, in the Church and in the world, was narcissism and the offspring of the boomers… was gen x.
I want to state right away that I have also met so many lovely gen x; every generation has its bad apples. Let me rather say this: either my BEST experiences are with gen x… or my absolute worst are with their generation. I am merely calling out the behavioral patterns I mostly experience with this specific age group. Many people don’t know this, but narcissists are formed either through parents not correcting their child enough or… neglect.
If a child doesn’t get the proper amount of love OR CORRECTION they need to develop properly, by their parent, they will get that “supply” in other ways, such as EXCESSIVE need for admiration to overcompensate for their loss. That is why narcissists are underdeveloped and tend to act like toddlers, but in adult bodies. That is also why a majority of gen x can be summed up perfectly in this below meme:
If they did not get it in their own parents, this insecurity can either teach them to be more compassionate because they don’t want others to endure what they suffered (I spoke to a gen x parent who told me this exactly, and he was nothing but compassionate), or they will do the opposite, repeat the cycle and be self absorbed parents who put themselves FIRST, on a pedestal, play the victim, and make their child seem like an inconvenience who needs to flatter and fan their ego.
That is a narcissistic parent in a nutshell. And most of them can be found in generation x. Many people say that gen z is the desensitized generation due to technology, but gen x is the real desensitized generation because of narcissism. There is a big part of me that genuinely feels sorry for gen x, because of the neglect many of that generation endured because I naturally have sympathy for that sort and gravitate to the “forgotten”. I just want to scoop them up!
BUT there also comes a point where we need to stop making excuses for their bad behavior and stop using their “back story” as the “free pass” they think they earned to wreak havoc on the rest of us, and in many cases on their own children, because they feel they have the right, as some sort of reparation they feel “owed”. I am over it. Put your big boy pants on, go to confession and try to stop playing the victim. Our Lord was the true Victim and He was entirely innocent. May He be your guide!
The more I have studied and observed this, the more I have no choice but to zero in on generation x. A majority of that generation are parents to millennials and gen z, which is why by the time this treatment trickled down to the younger generations, the more we wanted to break their vicious cycle- in the Church, as well. I have also had some not so pleasant experiences with gen x priests and nuns. Again, it’s either the best, or the worst.
I am merely “noticing” and connecting the dots with this generation. We don’t want anymore revolutions (with the Mass or papacy), we don’t want anymore chaos and we don’t want to be manipulated. Ironically enough, many of the millennials and gen z had it worse than gen x simply because gen x did the same thing they accused their own parents of doing. Again, the lack of self awareness is astounding!
I can also say from experience that some of the worst behaviors of narcissism I have faced in my life have been from generation x. I plan on doing a blog post describing these behaviors so you can recognize them in action, but in short they can include things such as:
- Not listening when others speak.
- Being extremely competitive (even Catholics with their prayer lives). Very showy in most of what they do! “Whatever you pray, I pray it better!” attitude.
- Exaggerate their stories to sound important.
- Not seeing past their own suffering. Constant playing of the victim.
- They have exceedingly poor boundaries.
- They annoyingly repeat the same glory stories, forgetting they already told you, and endless story telling of how special they are (all of this is rooted in that insecurity that stemmed from either being neglected or too coddled).
- When you talk, they are not listening but focusing on what they plan on saying AS YOU TALK.
- If you are suffering, they are there to remind you that they have suffered more.
- If you share your experience, they don’t care. If you call them out for being insensitive, they care not about how they hurt you, but how you exposed their shame.
- They overshare and overshare and overshare. It’s a trauma response to overshare.
That is why both victims of abuse AND the narcissist tend to overshare, but for very different reasons. I have experienced this “oversharing” from gen x priests and nuns, and trad catholics more than I wish to share. Stories such as being told about private mystical experiences that are not my business.
Can you imagine Our Lady acting like that about being the Immaculate Conception? If I shared each story, I could write a book. This is why most millennials are ironically enough, GOOD listeners, better at setting boundaries and call out the manipulators, because we know from experience how annoying this behavior is.
Millennials are hilarious because we tend to be more angry in debate, where gen z are more prone to cry at confrantation. But here’s the good news. Padre Pio also said that the boomer generation (my dear Grandparent’s generation) would live to see the Triumph of the Immaculate Heart of Mary, which means that those other generations who don’t die martyrs (as Our Lady of Fatima and the Book of the Apocalypse showed there will be many of them), will see this predetermined victory.
I do want to add, for the record, why I personally feel a draw to my own generation of millennials. Of course every generation has a prejudice and personal bias to their own generation, but there is something eerie and even prophetic about my generation. The prophecy of Malachi, likely from the circles of Saint Philip Neri, which lists a series of 111 popes strangely ends in 2012. Pope Benedict, while not “resigning” until 2013, made the official decision in 2012 which was also the time he was having his food checked for poison.
Here’s where it’s also creepy. Even the CIA had (probably still HAS) some really disturbing “operation” called “project looking glass” from advanced technology with scrolls they stole from a Middle Eastern museum. That technology also showed a shift or a full stop at 2012. There have been a few whistle blowers! We all remember hearing about even the pagan Somalian calendar predicting “the end of the world”, but if you properly analyze the Prophecy of Malachi, it was not the end of the world, but the end of an era.
I truly believe Benedict knew this, as he was also familiar with the prophecy and he understood that the list ended with his papacy. He made that striking and mysterious reply when asked if he was “the end of the old or the beginning of the new” when he said, “the one and the other.” The millennials, as well, are “the one and the other.” I graduated high school in none other than 2012 and when I look back at the “end of an era”, I zero in on a few things. Things were no longer “normal” after 2012.
1.) The papacy has not been normal since 2012. Even when Benedict was alive, we had a “two pope” confusing situation, and even after his death, we seem stuck in this vicious cycle of worm ridden anti popes. And now? We are living the Prophecy of Malachi in real time. It shows after the list ends with Benedict that there is a “mysterious break” leaving the chair vacant for a time. We are indeed living that, now, with the current state of interregnum. In the 60s, the Mass was attacked, in 2012, the papacy was attacked. What comes next? It all points to the Passion of the Church, doesn’t it?
2.) The iPhones fully took over after 2012, which was where the real technology shift happened. I know they came out in 2007, but they did not take off right away. In fact, I distinctly recall RIGHT BEFORE HIGH SCHOOL GRADUATION, in 2012, they were beginning to install wifi in my school classrooms. After 2012, our world is now on a repeated loop of technology and it has become a serious drug addiction FOR ALL generations. I missed that tech treachery by ONE YEAR in the school system, and I feel forever thankful. Even CIA whistle blowers for “project looking glass” have said we are stuck on “repeat”.
The other pull to the millennial generation I have is the name itself. MILLENNIUM. Not only does the name have a nice platenum ring to it, but when I was a little girl, my Papa and Grammie took me to Reno, Nevada (our usual place of vacation) to see The Spirit of the Dance. The Spirit of the Dance is basically the same type of show as The Lord of the Dance: ballet and tap dancing with a fun story line. I was utterly mesmerized by the show. Just ask Papa and Grammie!
I had the soundtrack, video tape version and I used to dress up like the tap dancers at home while watching the tape, and Grammie would film me pretending to tap dance and play the violin. One of my all time favorite songs from Spirit of the Dance was called none other than… THE NEW MILLENNIUM (mega dance version, of course). I was so obsessed with this song that in elementary school I lip sang it for my school talent show, tap shoes and all, and dragged my best friend Rebecca on the stage with me (she was wearing some pink fairy dress).
Grammie got it all on video, of course. But I look back at the lyrics and I am chilled by their words. I was probably only 6 or 7 years old, but looking back, it’s such a message of hope and reminds me of the triumph of the Church through Mary’s triumph: THE END OF THE OLD AND BEGINNING OF THE NEW??
“The New millennium. Take my hand, come on go with me. Take my hand, we’re going to the New millennium. Millennium, millennium. NEW LIFE BEGUN, take my hand, together we can make it. INTO THE LIGHT, burning so bright. SO SING AS ONE: the new millennium. Let it out, before we get older. Hear the shout, the fighting is over. Across the world, united we’ll stand, A BLESSING TO BE… the millennium.”
The part that says, “take my hand” consisted of me constantly outstretching my hand as Rebecca copied me, and some routine spinning in circles (we have to have that, don’t you know). That song honestly brings nostalgic tears to my eyes because I am reminded that the battle is already fought, the deed is already done and Mary’s triumph has already begun!
MAN WHAT A RHYME. Every generation has their strengths and weaknesses and it takes humility to be able to examine the pros and cons, and work together with the youth and our elders, because we are One Body, the Church, founded by the Bridegroom.
4.) Spirit of Babylon continued with what the prophet Ezechiel saw Jerusalem/Babylon doing to her own children and its direct link to the United States of America and 1948 “Israel”.
But Jesus turning to them, said: “Daughters of Jerusalem, weep not over Me; but weep for yourselves, and for your children.” ~Luke 23:28~
The “deep state” and “deep church” are deeply intertwined. The code word for Rome in the time of the apostles was none other than BABYLON. America+1948 “Israel”+current Rome= BABYLON. America, ironically enough in Hebrew, means “lands of the COVENANT.”
Satan was enthroned or rather, unleashed, in the Vatican with direct ties to American bishops who offered their own “sacrifice” with the rape of a young girl named none other than AGNES (lamb) which Malachi Martin wrote about in Wind Swept House.
You know how Israel is a person (Jacob), place (Holy Land) and thing (Church)? America is essentially known as “big satan” and 1948 “Israel” is “little satan” (sort of like Dr. evil and Mini Me) and the sin of the LAND is represented by none other than the United States of America.
The Church is Rome (thing) and Babylon is very much a place (1948 “Israel” through America, since we fund their “existence”). All of this reminds me of Jerusalem and Babylon being the SAME. Indeed, 1948 “Israel”, America and Rome are the SAME in many ways, and if you’re confused, I will provide biblical proof in this section.
I want to focus, briefly, on the part of Ezechiel’s prophecy from chapter 16, describing the Passion of the Church in great detail, the iniquity of the “unfaithful wife, Jerusalem” and her specific abominations of what she does to her own offspring:
“And thou hast taken thy sons, and thy daughters, whom thou hast borne to Me: and hast sacrificed the same to them to be devoured. Is thy fornication small? Thou hast sacrificed and given My children to them, consecrating them by fire.” ~Ezechiel 16: 20-21~
See Douay Rheims footnote:
“Thou hast sacrificed”: As there is nothing more base and abominable than the crimes mentioned throughout this chapter; so the infidelities of the Israelites in forsaking God, and sacrificing even their children to idols, are strongly figured by these allegories.
The Statue of Liberty has strong Free Masonic connections, as its designer Frédéric-Auguste Bartholdi, engineer Gustave Eiffel, and proposer Édouard de Laboulaye were all Masons, with the statue being conceived and gifted by French Freemasons to their American counterparts as a symbol of liberty and Franco-American friendship, culminating in a Masonic cornerstone ceremony led by NY Grand Master William A. Brodie.
“Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on ME.”
Many Americans do not want to have this conversation, but it’s time we broach the subject and let the cat out of the bag. The main way we see “sacrifice of children” is through abortion. I think we are all familiar with that fact. The second, equally as devastating form of “sacrificing of children” is our American Government through the CIA and 1948 “Israel’s” Government through the Mossad trafficking children. I think that much is obvious, HOWEVER, where people start perspiring is when we realize that even Donald Trump is knee deep in this treachery.
This was not an overnight switch for me. Rather, as you saw from my post last March, 2025, even though I voted for Trump three times, I was already on the fence very early on in his presidency due to his jewish donors and very serious ties to being Israel first. Like a sucker, my emotions were used against me when he would make posts on Catholic feast days, and while it was clear he was not as pro life as I would have preferred, he represented the exposing of the deep state.
The exposing of corruption. Never in my wildest nightmares did I think that he was part of that swamp. It was a true betrayal last 2025 when I saw the scales fall from my eyes when he,
- Bombed Iran for the sake of “Israel”.
- Said the child trafficking ring of his former best friend Jeffrey Epstein was just a “democratic hoax”.
- Has bombed seven countries in a year.
- We are still funding the war in Ukraine and constantly provoking Russia.
- Still funding the genocide in Gaza.
- Regime change (look up old footage of Trump being totally against regime change) in Venezuela for “Israel”, to now constantly toying with World War Three.
What happened to “mr. peace president”? I expected these things to happen under Biden, but with Trump? The betrayal of Trump feels like a mystery novel, or movie, where the hero is actually exposed as the villain in the end… because he was bad all along. Part of this “lifting of the curtain” with the “spirit of Babylon” has been realizing that our government branches are a total sham show, and ironically enough, with a form of some poetic justice, it was Trump who exposed it, though perhaps not in the way we would have expected.
We all remember the feeling of relief when he beat Hilary in 2016, but in retrospect, I think that was the deep state plan all along to gain our trust as a sort of psychological operation. Trump was installed, because that was part of the script. Trump is not one of us, he’s one of them. And always has been. The latter is the truly devastating part. It would be one thing if he came from a playboy past and had a conversion, as I love those types of mercy stories, but rather, they played with our emotions and used our faith against us.
Whether or not Trump was committing the crimes of trafficking is not really the point, the point is he is guilty by association. At best he is covering up for pedophiles who “sacrifice children” and at worst, he is deeply involved with the crimes, as he did do Trump “beauty pageants” which have deep ties to trafficking rings. Uncomfortable truths to be sure.
One can’t simply be best friends with Epstein (Trump) for ten years and not have any type of knowledge of the crimes being committed. If Americans love Trump so much that they are willing to be okay with pedophilia with the sacrificing of our children, maybe it’s time we look in the mirror and examine our own consciences.
I know one thing is for certain, I am tired of being gaslit and called a democrat, of all names, for calling balls and strikes. The sad truth is, I am as conservative as they come, and Trump is not. He’s “conserving” the swamp. He is simply part of the corrupt system, and like any good actor, he was just doing what the script told him to do, when the page turned.
It’s that time in the script where the mask came off and we are simply seeing what was there all along, because the curtain has in fact, been lifted. Mystery of iniquity? You know things got real when even other conservatives such as Judge Andrew Napolitano said he believes Trump is in the Epstein files.
This biblical proof of the “sacrifice” of children through “Jerusalem/Babylon” (America and 1948 “Israel”) is tied to none other than Epstein Island and the “Jerusalem” replica temple of sacrifice. It is literal satanic sacrifice and not to mention that this “sacrifice temple” is located in none other than the VIRGIN islands. Little Saint James is a small private island in the United States Virgin Islands, southeast of Saint Thomas. Look at the mockery of the Saint names? It’s all a perversion and inversion.
Many also do not want to talk about America’s founding and its direct ties to freemasonry. Part of the “spirit of Babylon” (narcissism and jezebel spirit) is a direct defiance of authority. Our form of “freedom” is not holy freedom stemmed from God’s laws, but rather a masonic, luciferian and protestant “freedom”.
That is precisely why protestants found their home in America, and they emulate this “rebellious spirit”. Even the revolutionary war is masonic, and the interesting connection to the date of the war itself, beginning on none other than April 19th, was the very date Benedict would be elected to the chair of Peter. The “final pope” in the prophecy of Malachi and the very thing the protestants, luciferians and freemasons rebel against: the primacy of Peter, which… is really the primacy and chair of the Kingship of Christ.
The papacy has always been a monarchy, because Christ the King set it up that way. He is not “King of presidents” (democracy), He is King of kings (monarchy). Democracy and republics don’t work. They lead to communism. When Mary’s Heart triumphs, may we fully restore monarchies with good Catholic Kings.
I sense that day is closer than we think! America’s “chaos” through “Hollywood Babylon” (ironically enough meant to mirror Babylonian culture), sacrificing children, the jewish banking system and Palintir Surveillance will, and are, being exposed.
Light is adverse to the darkness; they can’t live together. But the light exposes the darkness; this is the beauty of them living together. All things working together for the good, if you will. America, 1948 “Jerusalem” and current Babylonian “Rome” have limited time. I now understand whole heartedly why Our Lady is choosing Russia.
I used to wonder why She did not choose America, but I see as clear as day, now, that we are the problem. The best way I can serve my country is to expose the iniquity found within, so it can subsequently be defeated.
5.) In Defense of Father Paul Kramer.
As I said, the very people who understand Prevost is a worm ridden anti pope prophesied by Our Lady of Lasallette and Marie Julie, are using the SAME EVIL tactics of name calling to those on OUR side, for questioning Trump. When I saw Father Kramer was being viciously attacked by trad cats for noticing the very same patterns I am noticing in Trump, he was told he had TDS (Trump derangement syndrome).
Well, I have something to tell those name callers: they have TCDS (Trump cognitive dissonance syndrome). I was righteously angry when I saw a prominent blogger I follow from time to time post a photo of Father saying he has TDS. How incredibly uncharitable? Charity grown cold? Father Kramer has been nothing but a supportive Father figure to me these last few years and truly been behind my desire to be Christ’s bride. He has encouraged me to ask questions and shown me how that is tied to true holiness. In fact, I debated last year a SSPX Mother Superior and when she gaslit me, Father said this:
God bless you, Father Kramer! I am grateful to you, pray for you daily and am happy to defend you.
6.) My September 26th, 2025, email exposing Erika Kirk.
The only thing I really have to say I don’t agree with, now, from my below email, is I think Nick Fuentes, Tucker Carlson and Candace Owens are part of this deep state script, as well. I don’t trust any of them, anymore. I was a HUGE Candace fan, but I have questions. As far as Nick and Tucker, I think they are both closet homosexuals and Tucker is in a lavender marriage. Candace’s marriage is suspicious, as well, if you dig.
I know gay mannerisms when I see them. Comes with the territory of growing up near Hollywood. I do find them entertaining on many levels. I am mainly curious what they will say and do next, but I will never again place my trust in any of them, ever again. My Sister Martyr Princess Aflavia’s Dad was dead on about one thing: Nick is depraved. He warned me many months ago, and his fatherly instincts were spot on.
September 26th, 2025, North American Martyrs Feast, Email on Erika Kirk Titled: “Everything is Still Fake and Gay”
Alright, here we go: everything is not only STILL fake and gay, as I titled a former email, but it’s fake and gayer. It’s faker and gayer than ever. I try to only send out emails like this when it’s really important: the current DISASTROUS state of religious life, Prevost being a fake, Trump’s creepy relationship with Israel, the bombing of Iran, and now, the chaos, yes CHAOS, surrounding Charlie Kirk.
I’ll probably get a lot of hate for my opinion on this topic, but I’m kind of learning to expect emotional reactions from people who don’t want to behave like mature adults when truth, the noticing of patterns and the connecting of the dots happens.
I will first start out by saying that I liked Charlie Kirk. I began following him right around the time he started Turning Point; we were the same age and so naturally I gravitated toward him from the getgo. I was so touched when he followed my former Twitter Account sometime back in 2016/2017. I disagreed with him on several issues, but I have way more of a connection with him than let’s say… Carlo Acutis. Sorry!
Was Charlie a martyr? I honestly don’t know. I have heard solid arguments on both sides. However, I do think he was a scapegoat, and I pray for his soul. I know there’s a lot of people saying the assassination was fake, he is still alive and while I guess nothing would surprise me anymore, I’m not willing to go that far, but I do have a lot of questions and if turns out it is fake and he is alive, again, I won’t be suprised.
Now that we have established that, I will get right into this. My Grammie is actually the one who initially tipped me off on this subject, and she is one smart cookie because she just says it like it is and at first I thought she was overthinking this, but she checked me and said, “remember, EVERYTHING is fake and gay.” I’m so proud of her; my boomer Gram is waking up to all this and is now challenging ME. GO GRAM!
Here’s my sincere opinion: I think Erika Kirk is putting on an act. And a really terrible one. Before you get all huffy puffy, say, “how dare you question a mother and grieving widow” (a form of gaslighting by the way) and let your emotions dictate your will, hear me out. Fr Nix, after the “election” of antipope Robert Prevost in his interview with Stephen Kokx said that he knew he was a fraud due to his personal experience of dealing with this “sort”:
“Because I am a convert from leftist Catholicism to traditional Catholicism, I see through the tricks of the left quicker than most. My Catholic roots are typical liberal Irish south-side of Chicago Catholicism. In fact, my elderly friend’s late uncle, Fr. Dudley Day, recruited little Prevost for the Augustinian boarding high school seminary! Having been raised among Chicago lefties, I can sniff out a liberation theologian from a mile away. There’s no doubt Prevost was heavily into liberation theology.”
This is where I have my own personal experience “sniffing out the tricks quicker than most” in this area of believing Erika to be putting on the performance of a lifetime, because from the time I was a toddler, to now, my Dad has been an actor in Hollywood.
I used to go to his auditions with him, hang out on set and sometimes get to do little acting jobs with him. I have been around a LOT of actors and I have also been around a lot of theatre kids (this group has some of the most annoying people on the planet). And let me tell you, many of them are entirely fake and gay. And I can tell you from personal encounters that actors are some of the most cringeworthy people I have ever met in my life.
Narcissism doesn’t even begin to cover that industry. I’ve seen some of the worst performances you can imagine and the ironic part is many of them are so terrible at acting, over perform and yet… they still somehow think they did an incredible job. They completely live outside of reality and have next to no self awareness. I can’t tell you how many times I get what’s called “second hand embarrassment” with these people with these so called “acts”.
It’s an instant recognition for me when it’s fake. Starting to sound like the Good Shepherd Discourse, yet? Recognize what Voice is God’s (authentic) and what voice is the stranger (fake)? I’m going to say it now: watching Erika speak in Charlie’s office and at the political and cringeworthy memorial that did NOT honor Charlie (with the creepy whispering like Joe Biden, long pauses and lack of tears), brought me right back to the bad and fake performances I know all too well.
And I can say right off the bat, that I DO NOT go looking for this behavior. I genuinely try to see the best in people, have true charity and compassion and so when I see these things, I can’t tell the reader the disappointment I experience as I say, “oh man, not again!” But once I see it, I can’t unsee it. And that’s what truth boils down to.
I’ll never forget Dr Ramani, an expert on narcissism, say that being a truth teller is kind of like that one kid in the Sixth Sense movie who can see dead people, because while YOU can see it, others can’t. She also made another striking statement in noticing weird behaviors of people: the first time you see it, give them the benefit of the doubt. Second time you see it, it’s a coincidence. Third time, it’s a pattern. And you know that saying: “when a person shows you who they are, believe them.“
Let’s just say when it comes to actors and putting on an act, I usually can skip the first two immediately and get right to the behavioral patterns (#3). I can spot these behavioral patterns on phone calls, too, usually in the matter of minutes. I strongly DISLIKE seeing them, but again, as you saw in many emails back, this is honestly just tied to basic discernment 101 and listening to warning signs of the Holy Ghost.
As I said in a former email, many people neglect the Holy Ghost and so, they’re missing out on the divine assistance He provides in confusing situations like this. I would be very happy to be wrong about Erika Kirk, and would be more than willing to apologize and admit my fault. But I will say, and with humility, that when it comes to sniffing out inauthenticity, I haven’t often been wrong in this department. I’ve also seen it inside and outside of religious life and I can tell you that God is far from pleased with today’s priests and nuns; many who operate under the guise of charity but it’s indeed an act and they also accept compromise.
I just know fakeness when I see it. And it’s… disgusting. Some of the most annoying people are actors and nuns. Even though all I desire to be is Christ’s bride, most nuns talk like Kamala Harris, have this creepy and fake school teacher voice like they are talking to 5 year olds. It’s belittling and downright insulting. I’ll never forget Bill O’reilly making fun of how Kamala Harris talks down to people by replying, “can we color now”? That’s today’s nuns in a nutshell, and it reminds me of the actors I grew up around. Fake, fake, fake! My former Mother superiors operated like this, as well.
I said last time that the whole world is a stage. I believe Charlie Kirk’s death is meant to serve as a giant distraction, for a number of reasons, but one of them is because Israel has lost major support, is losing the propaganda war, particularly with millennials and Gen Z, independents, libs and even the conservatives (MAGA was even drifting away). That leaves Neocons and boomers. The best advice I can give is to not let your emotions of Charlie’s tragic death cloud your judgment.
I’ve seen too much of that these last several days even by the trad movement saying Erika’s speech was “the best they had heard in their lifetime” and that this “memorial” was some sort of “revival” because she “forgave the killer.” Hold the phone. She forgave a man who hasn’t been convicted of a crime, there’s plenty of evidence he was a patsy, and hasn’t even confessed? Or is she forgiving the CIA/MOSSAD?
I don’t know how to say this without sounding unfeeling, but I wanted to vomit. It all reminded me of The Hunger Games with the fake crying on stage. And I know what people will counter me with: but her forgiveness led others to the faith. That reminds me of the fake Medjugore (I can almost never spell that right) “apparition” that supposedly had led many to the faith, but it depicts “Our Lady” DROPPING the Child Jesus, and that all religions lead to God. Another example is the show The Chosen.
Many claim that it has led them closer to God but it depicts blasphemy of Mary. The end does NOT justify the means. If souls are being led to sincere conversion with Erika’s (cringe) speech, then that is certainly good being brought out of evil, but it still doesn’t clear Erika herself. If good comes out of evil, it’s for the sake of the INNOCENT. Just like a bad priest offering the Mass does not invalidate the sacrament.
Even my Gram, who prides herself on watching Trump rallies, said she couldn’t bring herself to watch the footage because she knew it was fake and gay and even she is beginning to FINALLY question the Trump Admin. She herself asked me, “why is basically the whole administration there? Sounds like a campaign”. BINGO. There were jolly old voter registration tables there. Come on! Again, this doesn’t mean WE lack compassion or charity, but on the contrary, true charity is also calling out deception especially when it’s in the disguise of the gospel.
That actually makes me angrier. Flipping tables kind of angry. Just remember, Satan isn’t a fool, he too quoted scripture (so did Hilary Clinton) and wants you to drink the kool aid and disguise it in “Christian patriotism” to “deceive if possible even the elect”, the very same way Prevost’s fake and gay trad vestments and blessings in Latin are a mere bread crumb meant to shut up trad cats. I’ve been shocked that the very people who day one said Prevost is an antipope are the same people eating up the Erika Kirk speech, hook line and sinker and are defending her. What saps!
Our charity is being used against us by the deep state. BECAUSE while THEY are without proper feeling, they know that we are not. The government KNOWS that Charlie’s base was a majority CHRISTIAN above all else. It’s important for people to finally wake up and smell the incense that the democrat and republican ELITE are just two wings of the same bird. I thought Ann Barnhardt was wrong about Trump and too critical of him, but I realize she was spot on.
Barnhardt also says that we must simply do a little research on people before we believe them. If you just do a little research on Erika Kirk, you will be surprised at what you find. Many YouTubers have done a great job exposing her own ties to the government, Trump, as well as Israel, comparing it to the Truman Show. I won’t include it all here, so I encourage you to do your own homework.
To put it mildly, we must do as the gentile Prince Paul said, “to judge everyone and everything”, do what Our Lord said to the apostles, “go relate to John what you have SEEN AND HEARD” and to be “as simple as doves and wise as serpents.” Indeed the children of darkness are much more organized and devious than the children of light and this issue needs to be addressed and fixed, now.
These issues need to be observed IN THE MOMENT. Women are naturally more emotional than men, so seeing even men get all caught up in their “feelings” on this topic is making me want to take a mega phone and say, “park aside the emotions.” It’s when we are all caught up in the “feels” that the government passes bills like the patriot act after 9/11. We all know looking back in the rear view mirror how that played out.
Mark my word, the Trump admin is and will use Charlie’s death to pass speech laws that will not allow us to criticize 1948 “Israel” OR our own government. Charlie will be used by the right the way George Floyd was used by the left (they oddly enough have the same birthday). It’s all a giant distraction from a pre planned war with Iran and the burying of the Epstein files.
Discernment is going to be BIG in these days ahead. If you don’t start leaning on the Holy Ghost smothered in Mary in all things, you’re going to find yourself falling for a lot of fake and gay nonsense the government throws at you alongside Prevost’s counterfeit “church”. These people will fall for the antichrist, too. They say they won’t, but they will.
If basic everyday common sense people see through this, are saying, “something is off with Erika” and it’s not passing the smell test with them (see comments), then we Catholics are being put to shame because we are confirmed and have the gifts of the Holy Ghost so this shouldn’t be hard. Erika’s grief is fake. I am 100% confident in saying this. Real grief is authentic and moves hearts to compassion. Saint Alphonsus said that Mary’s sorrow had this effect on those around Her after the Ascension of Our Lord.
Erika walking around in bling bling jeweled rings, caked on makeup, glammed up hair and wearing WHITE all brings me back to the actors I’m all too familiar with and it makes me sick. What’s worse is seeing her being compared to the woman in Proverbs 31, when I honestly think she will be proven to be a honeypot Jezebel (I am dead serious) who will be groomed for JD (Palintir) Vance’s running mate.
If your first reaction to that statement is anger, here’s where I’ll ask you to check your emotions and ask yourself WHY you’re reacting that way. There’s righteous anger, anger and demonic anger. Again, I’m saying this BECAUSE OF CHARITY (killing an ant makes me feel guilty, so I can assure you, I think I’ve overdone it in the compassion department). Fakeness goes hand in hand with a lack of charity. Because true charity? Is authentic.
Very important facts:
When Tucker Carlson interviewed Candace Owens, Tucker made a HUGE blunder when he said he didn’t know his Dad was in the CIA until Nick Fuentes reported it (lol). Tucker got so much backlash which led Nick to make a rebuttal video sharing Tucker’s mysterious history and links to the CIA through his Dad and also the alarming connections of JD Vance and Peter Thiel (guy super obsessed with the antichrist and ending the human race, because… that’s relatable) who runs Palantir surveillance (creepy ball from the Lord of the Rings). I highly recommend going through this history laid out by Nick as it definitely opened my eyes to influencers I thought were my heroes, and how they might truly be controlled opposition:
I have actually come to the conclusion that Nick, Tucker and Candace are all controlled opposition, and are likely secretly friends behind closed doors pointing fingers at each other to distract us. Remember, it’s a big club, and we ain’t in it. All of this really is starting to remind me of the Hunger Games. Our emotions are being used against us, just as those in the arena suffered “attacks” that were specifically meant to target their emotions to get them “thrown off their game.” When people say, “but Erika was a baptized Catholic.” You know what I say to that? So is Joe Biden. So is Nancy Pelosi. So was Jorge Bergoglio.
We can’t be this dumb. I am leaving Charlie out of all this, and continuing to pray for him hoping he wasn’t part of the op. Father Paul Kramer made such an excellent point to me recently when he said, the sad thing is people STILL think Trump is going to save them. Marriages of convenience happen all the time in politics just as we saw with the Clintons and Obamas, and so when people say, “but Erika has children”, yeah… so do the very politicians I just mentioned. The sickest part of all this is that the children are just pawns. It’s all a war on children (look up Erika’s ties to missing children in Romania).
Here’s what I predict in the days ahead:
1.) Erika will involve herself more in the public eye and politics; her “debut” was her first few speeches used by Charlie’s death. She already did an interview today and her “smiles” truly remind me of Pride and Prejudice’s Mr. Darcy describing Jane Bennet: “she smiles too much.” More bad acting.
2.) Tucker will interview her (he fundraised for her) and after you watch Nick’s explanation of Tucker’s ties to JD Vance and Peter Thiel, you will start connecting the dots. Mark my word, this interview will happen. Tucker’s son works for Vance.
3.) I think Erika won’t ask Candace to stop her investigation because that would look suspect, but in turn, Candace won’t investigate Erika. Which is really too bad because Candace did a great job with Kamala and Macron, but maybe she’s controlled, too. It’s all very depressing.
In conclusion, Stephen Kokx was absolutely right when he said to pay attention to whoever takes over as CEO to Turning Point and their foreign policy views. Erika is now the CEO and it was when THIS happened that my Grammie sounded the alarm to me. Erika will be 37 soon and is qualified to run alongside Vance. I think it is absolutely SICKENING how the very people who take out Charlie, throw a party for him. Just like JFK (now has a library named after him), MLK (has MLK day) and now Charlie is going to have October 14th Charlie Kirk day.
I would not be surprised if one day we had Charlie Kirk files. Remember, if you’re tempted to label me a dreaded “conspiracy theorist”, you are not only resorting to fake and gay ad hominem attacks because you have no argument, but you’re using a term created by the CIA after JFK’s death to get people to not ask questions. The very people who thought I was crazy for saying Bergoglio was an anti pope, that Benedict never validly resigned, the New Mass and Vatican II are evil, and that Sister Lucia was replaced, are the same people who came around to those truths, or still think I am crazy. Oh well!
You know where charity is really growing cold? Toward the people calling balls and strikes. This is cult-like behavior. But it can’t get much worse than the lack of charity I’ve experienced thus far at the hands of supposed faithful Catholics for questioning the single narrative of thought. We must keep fighting for truth and saying what we believe to be true even if it means we lose friends. I have a lot of acquaintances but I have only about 5 people on my hand that I can count that know the real me and who I count as true friends.
It’s been proven that the less friends you have the happier you will be! Keep your eyes focused on truth, keep charity alive in your heart, and make friends with the Saints; they won’t let you down. Cling to Mary always! Father Kramer was smart when he told me he will not be returning to America until the Triumph of Mary’s Heart, and I don’t blame him. Who would have thunk martyrdom would come to America? One can dream! Let’s hope Mary’s time is approaching, this life stinks!
AVE MARIA, CHRIST IS KING!
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