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January 25th, 2026, Conversion of Saint Paul Feast.
What I found the other day, leading up to Saint Paul’s Conversion feast, today, should send chills down any Catholic spine. I sent it to a priest friend of mine and his exact reply was, “oh crap, that’s horrible.” I assume it takes a lot for Father to say “crap”, so let me assure you, it’s that bad. To be frank, what I found is absolutely “horrible”, but it was also consoling in the sense that it confirmed what I believed since the start of 2025 or earlier: that Saint Paul is INDEED the best man to the One, Holy, Catholic and Apostolic Church.
It’s truly Saint Paul’s “office” just as Peter’s office is the papacy as “rock”. This very priest and I have the same tender devotion to Saint Paul and both call him our “favorite”, so this realization, of what I will share today, for us was pretty near equally as shocking. It all officially began for me late December 2024 or early January 2025. I was attending Sunday Latin Mass and I was deeply consoled by the mere thought of Saint Paul.
I had a deep devotion to him beginning in 2013 after a miraculous event with my Grandpa Ken, and in Carmel due to a draw I couldn’t explain, to the gentile prince, but this particular Sunday, the impression of Saint Paul on my MIND was so intense that I was filled with consolation just at the mere thought of him. I just kept saying his name over and over in my mind, and it left me with nothing but sheer peace.
I couldn’t explain why or how, but I knew everything would be okay because he has been set apart for a specific purpose. Even though at the time I did not fully understand or know his purpose, it all makes sense in retrospect. Around that time, or earlier, I began calling him the Catholic Church’s “best man”. I didn’t yet have the biblical proof I would “find” later; it was just a little nickname I gave him. For proof, I even wrote it in a book Aflavia gifted me around that time, last January 12th, 2025:
Not long after that, on the feast of the Chair of Saint Peter, Antioch, February 22nd, 2025, I had mostly depended on Ubers just to get me to Latin Mass and my driver reserved that day was none other than… “Jesus”. I “reserved” it on the 22nd, but the trip was for the 23rd:
The only other time this happened to me was during another significant time in my life and it was so meaningful for me that I printed that message out of “Jesus is reserved for you” and taped it in my Mass Missal right after the words of consecration, as a “remembrance” (see what I did there?). I don’t have this screenshot on hand for some reason but the other Uber message said, “your driver Jesus will arrive early and wait for you.”
That one makes me smile or chuckle… well, because we all know Our Lord is hardly ever “early”. Like Gandalf, He arrives “precisely when He means to.” That’s why the “time sensitive” part is funny, as well, since most of us know Our Lord isn’t often in any hurry 🙄. “My hour has not yet come”. Yes Lord, I think we have all gathered that much!
I share that story, relating to Saint Paul, because the “two princes” are deeply intertwined. When one thing happened with Paul for me, then something not long after would happen with Peter (and vice versa). I was introduced to Saint Paul back in 2013 specifically by my Grandpa Ken, you can read about from my Saint Paul Trilogy, and it was a powerful story that forever changed Ken and I’s relationship. He died August 13th, 2025, anniversary of Our Lady’s death and how he miraculously died was a powerful confirmation in itself of the gentile prince, as well (again, you can read about it in the Trilogy)!
I can only sum it up this way: in some of the hardest seasons of my life, beginning after 2013, besides Mary, Saint Joseph and Saint Michael, like clock work, Our Lord sends Peter and Paul. In Carmel, during a specific season of uncertainty, occurrences of Peter and Paul would fall in my lap and would give me the strength to persevere.
Random phrases such as “Quo Vadis?” (said randomly by a priest directly to me) or “why persecuteth thou Me?” found in a book were often all it took to give me strength. You can listen to those specific experiences in my interview with David Batistella found here. When Grandpa Ken introduced me to Paul, it was also during a season of uncertainty. When I left Carmel, in a particular season of… again, uncertainty, my Grandparents gifted me with statues of the Two Princes:
2025 seems to be the year of “unveiling” (apocalypse?) of the Church discovering what Saint Paul’s “office” has always been: that of her best man. This led me to write my Saint Paul Trilogy beginning in September, 2025, and I humbly think it’s some of my most important writing as “Mary’s Secretary.” I turned it into a book available through print dedicated to my Grammie and my Sister Martyr Princess, Aflavia.
The providential things that began to happen last year, surrounding Saint Paul, which led to the Trilogy, happened originally when I learned from the Saint Andrew’s Missal that Saint John the Baptist was the “best man” to the Bridegroom, Jesus, and his role was to “present” the Bridegroom to the Church, His bride, without spot or wrinkle.
That is when I read Saint Paul’s own words about what he does for the Church, for the great “wedding”: “for I have espoused you to ONE HUSBAND that I may PRESENT YOU as a chaste virgin to Christ.” All of this is in my Saint Paul series with how he even is tied to the final passion of the Church, per the catechism and the apocalypse. I encourage you to read that three part series, but may it suffice it to say in this post that a role of any best man is to be the,
“Right hand man on the wedding day and on the lead up to it.”
Apply that to the Church. Paul is her RIGHT HAND MAN ON THE WEDDING DAY AND ON THE LEAD UP TO IT. How… glorious?! The series of events that began to dawn on me with his title of best man no longer being just a nickname of endearment, but very very real, was when my Sister Martyr Princess Aflavia and I went on a discernment visit together to see if we could be hermits on a piece of property. We flew into SAINT PAUL airport, and I was the “33rd” person to check in and we were in group “3”.
All Our Lord’s numbers. When we arrived to our discernment house, shortly after, I found a holy card I had made for Aflavia with a story I wrote back in February, 2025 and it had a line about Saint Paul I totally forgot I had written, which describes the temperament of the bride, which is also the same temperament as Saint Paul (choleric, with a will of iron).
A little short story on the back of the card I wrote was on Jesus the Bridegroom and the Church as bride, and Him speaking to her about this “will of iron”. I had just got done explaining to Aflavia that very day what “kicking against the goad” in ranching terms entails (breaking of the lamb’s leg by the shepherd) and would you get a load of the part I wrote about Saint Paul:
Peter and Paul were both in bondage (Peter in chains and Paul even describes himself as a “prisoner of Jesus Christ”. 5-6 years total Paul spent in prison; about a quarter of his ministry was spent in bondage) and they both died the SAME DAY to give the Church their faith (Peter)… and will of iron (Paul). Peter is the head, but Paul is the “right hand man” on the wedding day, and “on the lead up to it”.
I said this before, but does not it feel like we are in the homestretch of that wedding? I will never forget when I first read Tyconius’ prophecy of the passion of the Church for the first time and read how the Church “must die” in order to follow her Bridegroom into His resurrection. Right after reading it, a friend of mine who had beat cancer compared the disease and what she went through to a butterfly.
She told me that in order to become a butterfly, the caterpillar must die. I was haunted by those words. When I got off the phone with her, my mom’s husband, ELIJAH JACOB, came home and randomly gave me a cupcake with a BUTTERFLY RING (wedding ring?) ON THE TOP:
Is it not clear enough? We are indeed living in the times of the final passion. It’s really ONE PASSION, Our Lord’s passion completed in His bride, as Saint Paul confirms (Col 1:24), and there is no doubt we are on the “lead up to it”, because Saint Paul has officially revealed himself as her best man, which can only mean one thing.
The Marriage supper of the Lamb is very, very near. Which also means this: the triumph of the Immaculate Heart of Mary is on the horizon. For, like at Cana, the wedding can only be officiated by this Good Mother, Who longs for this union between the Church and Her Son. For, “they have no wine”. We all know what followed!
So… what did I “randomly” discover the other day? Which made my priest friend say, “oh crap, that’s horrible”? Most of our favorite saints have had visions etc., whereas no, for me Our Lord has almost always spoken to me through books or music (even HOLY based movies). It typically has happened where I sense a pull to open any old book at random and oftentimes I am utterly astonished at what I find.
It’s how I found the prophecy of Ezechiel and what he predicted would happen to the Church, before “the wedding”. This time, I sensed a draw to open my cabinet of art supplies and some stored books, and I pulled out Malachi Martin’s Windswept House. Opened, and what did I find? Prepare to be disturbed but affirmed, that Saint Paul is the Church’s best man, and little pouty satan (loser, and father of losers) knows it:
“Time of the prince?” Our Lord is the PRINCE OF PEACE and little satan is the official prince of poop. Back to Saint Paul: THAT REQUIREMENT- THE SIGNAL THAT THE AVAILING TIME HAS BEGUN! Stop and think about that for a moment; even SATANIST TRADITION knows that the “time” can only begin with Saint Paul. This disgusting black “mass” which entailed the rape of a young and innocent girl named Agnes IN NONE OTHER THAN IN THE CHAPEL OF SAINT PAUL ON THE ALTAR, AFTER A MAN CHOOSES THE NAME PAUL FOR THE PAPACY.
Remember even the Paul VI audience hall in Rome, was completed and inaugurated on none other than Saint Paul’s feast, June 30, 1971, and is designed to look like the head of a snake; it’s all mockery to the gentile prince. Don’t tell me my eyes are lying to me, because they are NOT. They are laughing at us and getting away with it in broad day light, because they know we have no power to stop them:
I was equally as disturbed when I read that during the enthronement ceremony of Lucifer, UNHOLY hymns of Saint Paul were sung. Here are the exact accounts with the profanity of Saint Paul:
Hmmm… I don’t know… maybe all THIS is why Pope Benedict XVI wouldn’t go to the “canonization” of Paul VI? Just a guess. Look, I have already told my readers my position: I believe the chair has been vacant since the death of Pope Benedict XVI, and we are in the current state of interregnum (the longest the Church has ever had was three years, and we are now past that) making Bergoglio and Prevost definite anti popes predicted by Our Lady and Marie Julie Jahenny.
Pope Benedict was also the oldest Pope we have ever had. I often compare Bilbo Baggins to Pope Benedict. Bilbo turned 111 when Frodo was officially given the ring (Babylon) and Pope Benedict is the 111th Pope listed in the prophecy. Frodo (a type of the Church), in the book, had the ring for 17 years before beginning his journey to destroy the ring.
Sam and Frodo were gone from the Shire for just over 13 months, leaving Bag End on September 23, 3018 (Third Age), and returning on November 1, 3019. The journey to destroy the Ring at Mount Doom took approximately 6 months (ending March 25, 3019). Pope Benedict was also Pope for none other than 17 years. The similarities between Bilbo and Frodo and Benedict and the Passion of the Church are quite striking.
The time to destroy this evil is here, it’s now. and while I personally don’t think the chair of Peter has been vacant since 1958, I do think it’s absolutely clear that the papacy has been in chains since 1958, and according to biblical history of “Babylonian captivity” and the 70 year mark, that would place us in the year 2028. I already talked about the 80 year mark and its biblical relation to The Holy Land being held captive since 1948, but now I am zeroing in on the rock of Peter.
Peter and Paul go together, IN ALL THINGS. When I first wrote my book on Pope Benedict, none other than TWO bald eagles appeared and perched on the same nearby tree where my family live, throughout the duration of the writing of my book on the papacy, and I published it on none other than the feasts of Saint Peter and Paul (Pope Benedict was also ordained a priest on the feast of Peter and Paul).
We need to combat the evil and their mockery of the Two Prince’s feast days with acts of goodness and our own offerings of love to Peter and Paul. You know what else was created on their feast day? None other than the iPhone and its bitten apple, in 2007. Audience hall shaped like a snake, with visible eyes and teeth… phone symbolizing our destruction through technology and a bitten apple. What could go wrong?
Again, don’t tell me I am delusional. One last correlation I would like to point out is Malachi’s choice of the name “LEO” for the description of the main man officiating the enthronement of Lucifer: “Leo was not the man’s name. it was his description.” That is haunting, as the very man wearing white, now, parading around as one who holds the keys of Peter took that name:
Let us end on a happier note! Our dear friend and Third Order Carmelite, Karen, recently told me this:
Have you heard about the tilma of Our Lady of Guadalupe showing the end of the era of popes (Benedict being the last) in the clustering of the stars on the tilma?
It was discovered that both the number of stars that appear on Our Lady’s mantle on St. Juan Diego’s tilma (cactus fiber cloak) corresponds to the number of popes after Clement VII, pontiff when Our Lady of Guadalupe appeared in 1531, to Benedict XVI (46). 46 stars= 46 popes, and I was amazed at what some of the comments read about Bergoglio and Prevost at the end of the article:
Connecting all these dots, and all I have told you about America representing Babylon, is not it clear Our Lady of Guadalupe is the very title heaven is choosing to crush Satan, since that is what “Guadalupe” means? Our Lady of Guadalupe and Teresa of the Andes (AMERICAN Carmelite) are providentially enough my 2026 Patrons, so you can imagine my excitement when I also saw that my old Ski Team Jersey number was 46, from my old home town of Mammoth Lakes, California. POPE BENEDICT XVI?
The Wedding Supper of the Lamb is near, and Paul is OUR BEST MAN. Are you getting excited? Because I am getting excited.
AVE MARIA, CHRIST IS KING!
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