Passion Sunday, March 22nd, 2026.
Today’s post is dedicated entirely to my Sister Martyr Princess, Aflavia who will always be considered one of Mary’s greatest gifts to me. I don’t deserve such a companion, sister and HERO! THIS ONE IS FOR YOU!
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Announcement:
I am including this snippet in my announcement section, as it’s not the focus of today’s theme, but it’s such a topic of importance that I have felt strongly for some time needs to be discussed and expanded on further! In Part Three of my Saint Paul Series, I said this about feminism and Mother Superiors:
I truly believe a valid pope (either the one destined to consecrate Russia to Mary’s Heart or who comes immediately after him) needs to decree that the office of Mother Superiors be TOTALLY ABOLISHED ONCE AND FOR ALL. And I mean as soon as possible. That women will only be grouped in twos and threes in the religious life and that their superior be a priest. Start there. It’s that simple.
Because of my experiences with Teresa’s discalced reform itself, I was forced to see the problem for what it is: the issue of covert feminism is formed and fostered in the discalced constitutions and only grows through the office of “Mother Superior”. Here’s what led me to this discovery:
Ann Barnhardt in an interview with Stephen Kokx, said that “women, unchecked and uncontrolled, ruin everything they take over. You MUST keep the womenfolk under control.” She went on to quote an essay she read on the topic and I was stunned when she said that the problem today, and what we have to be especially careful about is WOMEN in charge of ORDAINED MEN.
And what hit me is how even NUNS do this to priests as Mother Superiors. This is an EVIL. The essay she quoted also talked about how LARGE GROUPS OF WOMEN are a recipe for disaster. I immediately thought of COMMUNITIES of nuns, WOMEN, and women leading other women.
This is totally disordered and perverted and I truly see clearly after the dust has settled why Our Lord has shielded me from ever again joining a house of all women. Believe me, I tried before sticking to the current path and meeting my Sister Martyr Princess, Aflavia, and those were the doors that slammed in my face.
It was as if Our Lord was saying, “yeah… we’re not doing that again.” In fact, and I say this not to attack these women, but in retrospect, most Mother Superiors I have met tend to have more masculine tendencies that are totally alien to our natural femininity.
I would witness a Prioress acting more like a husband figure and a sub prioress acting more as a wife, and honestly… it reminded me of how same sex couples act. Women leading other women without the authority of a Father figure easily becomes perverted. See what I mean? I know what you’re thinking:
BUT, Teresa of Jesus and Clare of Assisi were Mother Superiors, and many more.
And I have an answer for that. How has that worked out for the Church in the long run? “You shall know them by their fruits.” Our Lord set up a hierarchy of MEN, not women. The early Church militant did NOT have Mother Superiors, they came later, and as I proved in my post on the problems with Teresa’s Discalced Carmelite constitutions, even though I love her dearly, feminism was clearly at play even in her time; knowingly or unknowingly and her daughters suffered for it immensely (they still do).
Don’t believe me? Just for QUESTIONING one’s Mother Superior, her daughters were subject to whippings and imprisonment. You can Read about it here. That attached post is one of my most important I have written, because this issue needs to be fixed and exposed.
Carmel is Mary’s order and it has been totally corrupted. Humbly, this is what happens when women are left “uncontrolled.” The antidote to feminism is trustful surrender to Divine Providence and that papal decree that I pray one day will be made into law.
How to get rid of feminism for non religious? EASY, abolish the New Mass once and for all, because that is where women have been given free rein; and do not give them any positions of power. Again, and I say this as a woman, it is that simple.
Do not give women any opportunities to be tempted to “grab that apple”. Women are too power hungry and need to focus on imitating the Perfect Woman, Mary. I can say from experience that the more one stops seeking power as a female, but sticks to prayer and surrender, the happier she will be. The happier men will be too.
Discalced Constitutions:
CHAPTER XIX #5 states “If anyone manifestly rises up against the Mother Prioress, or against her Superiors, or if she invents, or does against them something that is neither permissible nor honest, she will do the above penance, forty days and will be deprived of voice and session at the Chapter, and of the Office she had, whatever it may be. That if, by any conspiracy of this kind or malicious conspiracy, it happens that Seculars interfere in these things, to confusion, defamation, damage to the Sisters or the Monastery, the Religious who have done so will be put in prison , and will be detained there according to the greatness of the scandal that will have happened. And if on the occasion of this there are divisions and partialities in the Monastery, those who make them and those who favor them will incur the sentence of excommunication and will be imprisoned.
“Those who have conspired against the Mother Prioress.”
You know what this reminds of? MUTINY. If sailors on board a ship happened to have a crazy captain in charge and they decided to team up and rebell against his wrong doings, it is the SAILORS charged with mutiny, not the captain. Same with abandoning ship rather than endure the treatment.
Seem unfair? Because it is. But compare this to the current state of the Church. Past saints were seen as “mutants” aboard her ship, who were seemingly disobedient to actual heretics in Church, but were on the right side of history with choosing to die in exile rather than compromise the true faith.
My issue with these so called “laws” are that even if the Sister, or in the case of John as a friar, did not do anything wrong in the eyes of God, but the Mother’s OPINION of “conspiracy” makes her believe one of her daughter’s should be punished, that is a dangerous path to tread as a Superior. Many Superiors today confuse their own will with God’s will.
With all that, we refuse to be led by women in the religious life; this leads to feminism. The ONLY Woman I will follow and view as Mother (besides my Grammie, a few motherly figures in my life and my biological mom) is Mary. She has a very unique and singular role of authority, even in exorcisms. But Aflavia and I desire to be led by a true fatherly and orthodox priest who acts as “persona Bridegroom” (Our Lord). We do not want to settle for anything less than what Our Lord deserves.
When we are tempted to settle, I remember Oza in Kings, who, though good intentioned TOUCHED the ark and died. When I expressed my honest repugnance to today’s religious life to Aflavia, trying to understand why that is my initial reaction, now, she said, “because it has been corrupted.” She is SPOT ON.
What led to this topic being resurfaced was when a priest recently said it was okay for Teresa to be involved in “whippings” because she was at the unitive stage of prayer. That is what I call gaslight, gaslight, gaslight and manipulation. An answer like that is smothered in disorder and perversion. I urge readers to read through my below post about my break down of Teresa’s most controversial constitutions, and come back to those disturbing words said by the priest. The priests who have said statements like this have never step foot in discalced life. Go figure!
What the Demons Purposefully Revealed in the Demonic Harry Potter Series About the Passion of the Catholic Church:
Exorcist Father Chad Ripperger once said that being an exorcist is like being on the wrong end of a sewer pipe (is there even a right end?)! HOWEVER, he said sometimes, just like when we accidentally drop something of value down the drain like a diamond ring, the same thing happens when dealing with demons. What did he mean by that? He said that demons just can’t help but reveal the truth.
Whether that be about the current state of affairs in the Church or truths about Our Lord or Our Lady, etc. It’s part of their nature to boast about their knowledge and also reveal the truth in plain sight and when we don’t notice it, it gives them more delight. Compared to them, we are pretty dumb. And they know it!
One noteworthy case was when Ripperger was speaking with Beezlebub (no big deal) and he revealed to Father what Mary’s greatest GLORY was. It happened to be one of my favorite feasts of the Annunciation that day and so he asked if it was that feast. Satan, who is Beelzebub, said that was Her greatest triumph. Father went on to ask if Her Coronation was Her greatest glory, but Satan said, “no, that was Her greatest honor.”
Giving up, Father asked him straight. Beelzebub said Mary’s greatest glory was standing at the foot of the cross of Her Son in perfect virtue. SORROWFUL MOTHER. THAT is what I mean about the occasional DIAMONDS coming through. Now we know Her greatest glory, honor and triumph. What am I getting at? Before I found out Harry Potter is 100% demonic, that the author went to witchcraft school and demons helped her write the books, I was a BIG fan.
In college I added “Potter” to my name on Facebook (back when I had that terrible platform), read all the books in middle school and high school and would even fall asleep to the 6th film (Half Blood Prince) on repeat when I was a sophomore in high school. When a priest told me and a group of college Catholics that Harry Potter and yoga are satanic and need to be given up, I didn’t care one jot about yoga as I always thought it was dorky and just downright weird with all the pretzel 
poses, but I was defensive and shocked about Harry Potter.
I didn’t want to believe that something I grew up reading and found so beloved could be so evil, but it didn’t take long (only about year) after praying many rosaries and coming to know Mary that She Herself showed me the truth and detached me from the series. I never again read the books or watched the movies. I simply didn’t look back.
To the point where I truly believe She shielded my memory from many of the scenes that I used to immerse myself in. I simply… forgot them. I see that as a true blessing, and singular grace. I say that truly believing She “erased” my memory from the scenes which is partly why I shared how I went to sleep watching these films ON REPEAT. One doesn’t just “forget” such a cycle without supernatural aid.
After all these years the one “diamond” that stands out to me is chilling, brings tears to my eyes and truly proves that good was brought out of evil for why God would ALLOW, not will, me to be drawn to the series. But what did I begin with? Demons JUST CANT HELP BUT REVEAL THE TRUTH IN PLAIN SIGHT.
After all, they helped the author write the books, and I’m determined NOT to bring them any delight with not noticing the very crystal clear diamond they dangled before me. I see it as clear as day, now, and I plan on bursting their demonic bubble and sharing it with the flock. I was just telling my Sister Martyr Princess, Aflavia, that I’m one of those types of people that just can’t help but see the truth.
Even when I’d rather not see it; especially when it comes to something I love. I have a lot of flaws, a lower IQ than most, was below average in test taking in school and so, especially on the surface, I just appear average. There came a point where I just had to accept that fact, no matter how depressing it was.
Now I see it as a strength. Because when you’re just “average”, it leaves a LOT of room for grace and the workings of the Holy Ghost. So the ability to see the truth, oddly enough came naturally. Two examples I can give are me admitting I was the biggest Harry Potter fan I knew (adding Harry’s name to my Facebook) as well as being the biggest Donald Trump fan. I voted for him three times, loved tuning into his rallies and believed he was sincere.
But when the scales fell from my eyes for Harry Potter AND Donald Trump, I accepted it. I SAW the truth for what it was, and though I grieved, I embraced the truth. That’s what I mean with “I just can’t help but see the truth” even when I don’t like it. I don’t say that pridefully, because when I see the truth, there are times I am so disappointed. Sometimes I wished I didn’t see it, and could just live in ignorant bliss. I have felt that way about the Latin Mass and the current state of the papacy, too!
I would wish that I didn’t know what I do or see what I saw, so I could therefore “fit in”, be a “normal” Catholic who could just fit in to some traditional religious order. I could just bow my head and “obediently” go along to get along. But once I see the truth, I can’t unsee it. There came a moment where finally embraced it, and I reached a point of radical acceptance. And…total refusal of compromise.
I’m actually thankful I can see the truth, and rather than complain, I would rather do the right thing and show others what I see. Even if I face demonic backlash and rage (a sure sign demons are at work). I’m determined NOT to be the ones Our Lady of Akita warned about: “the Church would be full of those who accept compromise.”
I give examples of being the biggest fan of something, because if I can give it up and see the truth, ANYONE can. The truth will not only set you free, but will fill you with gratitude. It’s all tied to Our Lady and the Holy Ghost’s gifts of discernment and Our Lord’s five senses, as you see me write about so often!
The diamond 
I found was linked to none other than the very film I would fall asleep on repeat my sophomore year of high school. I would come home from soccer or volleyball practice, collapse on the bed and play the 6th movie “Half Blood Prince” and fall asleep to it. I still remember the soundtrack, and the diamond 
. Again, it took me years to draw the connection but the reason why I added the name “Potter” to my name was because of the odd draw I felt toward the main character. He reminded me of Frodo in a lot of ways, which was why when Our Lord removed Harry Potter from my grasp and replaced it with Lord of the Rings, I felt more than compensated. Like Sauron representing the anti Christ, that is how Voldemort in Harry Potter can be portrayed.
In the 6th movie (and book) Harry discovered that Voldemort could not die because he fragmented his soul is 7 different items, and as long as the items of choice (hosts) remains intact, the soul fragment inside it keeps the maker anchored to the world of the living, even if their body is destroyed. These items included things like a ring, a diary and other different diadems, and in order to destroy the fragment of Voldemort’s soul, you have to destroy the object. These objects were called a “horcrux” (Latin for horrible or hidden cross).
See what I mean by JK Rowling purposefully using Latin with the help of demons? It’s all a mockery. But what Voldemort didn’t intend, as he did it on accident was to make Harry himself a horcrux. When Harry was a baby, Voldemort murdered his parents and as his mother stood between Harry and Voldemort to save him, her sacrificial act of dying for Harry rebounded but because Voldemort couldn’t die, his soul latched on to the nearest living thing: Harry himself.
When Harry finds this out, he understands why his whole life was one of hearing evil thoughts inside his own head. There were times he thought there was something wrong with him and he was evil. This is when the head school master Dumbledore says, “when the time comes the boy must die”, to which another school teacher remarks that Harry has been raised like a “pig for slaughter. Keeping him alive to die at the proper moment.” In order for Voldemort to die, Harry must die.
Here’s where I made the connection with seeing the good brought out of evil for having been immersed in the series before giving it up permanently. I JUST completed my Passion of the Church series with the “spirit” of Babylon and talked about Tyconius and the Old Testament prophet Ezechiel ( Isaiah, Daniel, Jeremiah and many more prophecy these things, too) and his prophecy of what must happen to the Church before the final wedding: the Marriage Supper of the Lamb. It’s also confirmed by Our Lord in the Gospels and in Chapter 17 and 18 of the book of the Apocalypse: The Catholic Church must die.
Wait… wouldn’t the Church “dying” break Our Lord’s vow of the gates of hell not prevailing against her? Actually no. The catechism reminds us as that Church will follow her Lord into His life, DEATH… and resurrection. I wrote how Jerusalem and Babylon are one and the same and only can Jerusalem become the NEW Jerusalem by exposing and ridding herself of Babylon VEILED WITHIN her. She can only do that by dying.
This is not only Tyconius’ teaching but again, it’s right there in sacred scripture with the Old Testament prophets who predicted the Passion of the Bridegroom Jesus, who also predicted the passion of the bride, the Church. Here’s where the demons revealed another diamond in Harry Potter. When he finds out he must die because there is evil inside of him, he also discovers that there is goodness inside of him passed onto him from his mother who sacrificed herself for him.
His mother’s sacrifice continued to live on inside his blood stream, protecting him from Voldemort later in life because Voldemort used Harry’s blood to resurrect himself, unknowingly carrying the sacrifice within him. Harry’s selfless act of death in order to kill the evil veiled inside him… resurrected him. There’s even a resurrection stone.
I just can’t help but marvel again and again and again how the Passion of the Church must be very near, if the demons are dropping these truth bombs and diamonds in plain sight and putting them in supposed children’s novels no less. What is the lesson here? I’m certainly NOT recommending the Harry Potter Series, nor is this post an endorsement of it. The last thing I’m trying to do is invoke people to anger and accuse me of embracing witchcraft, wizardry and magic 
. I’m doing NOTHING of the kind. Many posts have been written by Catholics, and rightfully so, about why Harry Potter is evil and should be avoided; I agree with those arguments and the reason I’m not making a post just on that topic alone is it’s like kicking a dead horse. I think we are all familiar with those solid arguments. I felt compelled to go a little deeper with what Father Ripperger said demons are famous for doing: leaving diamonds in plain sight and if you aren’t paying attention, you could miss them.
My Grammie told me that the homily she heard today was striking. She said she grew up being familiar with holy items being veiled and hidden in purple starting on Passion Sunday, but it wasn’t until the priest revealed the why that she “got it”. When the pharisees sought to kill Our Lord in today’s Gospel, He “hid Himself”, because it was not His predestined day, hour and moment for death.
My Sister Martyr Princess, Aflavia sat next to me at Mass today and she said something I will never forget: ‘The Church today is also “hiding herself” and will be “revealed” later’. She says some of the most profound things I have ever heard! What is also hiding today in the Church herself is Babylon, and there is a predestined day, hour and moment as well, when Babylon will be forever destroyed.
That is also why it makes sense when Our Lady of Lasalette warns that ROME would lose the faith and become the seat of the anti christ (Catholic Church). Tyconius speaks about how anti christ was formed in the bosom of the Church, and thus… only by the Church herself dying can the anti christ die.
THAT is what the demons “dropped” in Harry Potter. That also explains something mysterious. The book of the Apocalypse says that Our Lord kills the anti christ with the sword of His mouth, but Our Lady of Lasalette says Saint Michael kills the anti christ. My point has been proven. How?
Our Lord will kill the actual anti christ, but Saint Michael, Guardian Angel of the Church, will drive Babylon out forever, in the bride. This is actually described right in Apocalypse 12. In fact, it’s Saint Michael himself who shows all that is to come to John the Beloved. Saint Michael is very much tied to the passion and victory of the Church. Just as the triumph of Mary’s Heart is linked to RESURRECTION of the Church.
Lastly, when I mentioned Harry could FEEL and HEAR the evil thoughts all his life not knowing that it was a piece of Voldemort living inside him, it’s the same with the Church HEARING and FEELING the evil thoughts of anti christ: Babylon. Look what Our Lord says about these thoughts in Jeremiah:
Wash thy heart from wickedness, O Jerusalem, that thou mayst be saved: how long shall hurtful thoughts abide in thee? ~Jeremiah 4:14~
Aflavia also came up with something striking! She said there is a type of bridal trinity:
1.) Mary
2.) Catholic Church bride
3.) Rose Bride (souls of the elect)
Satan often creates a mockery, and thus we see an UNHOLY bridal “trinity”:
1.) Rome
2.) America
3.) 1948 “Israel”
This unholy bridal “trinity” represent Babylon by lands and covenant: Rome is controlled by the jews through the jesuits, America is controlled by the jews through the freemasons and “Israel” is controlled by the jews through the frankists.
A friend put it so well recently when he too confided to me that he voted for Trump three times and he can only describe what he sees in other MAGA voters, as “they seem to be under some kind of spell”. This will bring my Harry Potter argument home.
I have noticed a major demonic rage when I tell people that MAGA is a scam and Harry Potter is evil. It’s just what Father Ripperger said: he knows there’s something demonic about the thing by the unhinged reaction he recieves from people who refuse to believe or give up their “obsession” or belief that Donald Trump is their best friend and Harry Potter is evil.
Believe me, like Harry discovering the evil in himself, that is exactly how I felt about finding out that America is a direct tie to Babylon. BOTH Trump and Harry represent Babylon, and the good that has been brought out of evil is that this darkness is being brought to light, the bride is getting ready to unveil herself, because only with this exposing of darkness, can the light shine the clearer.
The greater the darkness, the more intense the light. God will send the equivalent of light to counter and match the darkness. Jerusalem and Babylon are the exact balance of light and darkness, and the darkness, according to the Apocalypse will be swallowed up. In fact, Saint Michael tells John to eat the book and tells him it will taste sweet as honey, but will be bitter in his stomach (Apocalypse 10). Because it’s a bitter sweet message.
I can’t help but wonder if when Beelzebub revealed to Father Ripperger that Mary’s greatest TRIUMPH being the Annunciation, if that was another “diamond” left that Her Heart TRIUMPHING is linked to THAT particular feast. Remember, Our Lord died on the Annunciation. Yes, it was April 3rd, but the Annunciation was transferred that year, which sometimes happens in the Catholic Calendar.
Thus, Our Lord still likely died on the Annunciation. April was referred to in the Old Testament as “Abib” as it was the month the Israelites were freed and delivered. The month of Abib (or Aviv) was established in the Old Testament (Exodus 12:2) as the first month of the religious year for the Israelites. It signifies the springtime, usually aligning with March/April in the modern Gregorian calendar, and is when Passover is celebrated.
It means “young ears of grain,” representing the ripening of barley and marking the start of spring. In Exodus 12:2, God designates this month (the month they exited Egypt) as the “beginning of months” and the “first month of the year” to the Israelites. While called Abib in the Pentateuch (Exodus 13:4, Deut 16:1), the name was changed to Nisan after the Babylonian exile. Babylon is indeed tied to exile and “chaos”, but as a priest said in a homily recently for Laetare Sunday:
For the things that will take place in the earthly Jerusalem will be the
cause of deliverance for the heavenly Jerusalem. Let us push forward, then,
soldiers of Christ, repeating the refrain of the Doctor of Divine Love [Francis de Sales]: “Oh! Let
us love perfectly this Divine being, who prepares for us so much sweetness in
Heaven. Let us be all for Him; and let us journey on, night and day, through
thorns and roses, to reach this heavenly Jerusalem.” Amen.
Ave Maria, Christ is King!
~End~
News:
Rather than news news this Sunday, I want to include a book recommendation this week! My Aflavia got me this book as a gift, as it is one of her favorite books, and now it’s both our favorite. You can certainly say it’s tied to our “forever bond”. I cannot recommend it enough; it is written by a Christian author and it’s filled with hope:
The Beast of Ten is a 2018 fantasy novel by Beth Brower, a retelling of the “Beauty and the Beast” story that explores themes of redemption, inner battles, and the struggle against darkness. Set primarily in a fortress called The Pyre, the story follows a character named Ember, who is sent to stop a powerful, ancient evil known as “The Death Bleak”. The book is known for its rich, atmospheric setting and its focus on the internal and external conflicts of its characters.
Key aspects of the book:
Style: A reimagined fairytale with a focus on character development and internal conflict, set in a single, detailed location.
Genre: Fantasy fiction, fairytale retelling.
Author: Beth Brower.
Publication Date: January 17, 2018.
Setting: The Pyre, a stronghold in the Forest of Naeethe, and its surrounding area.
Plot: A young woman, Ember, is tasked with confronting a powerful, ancient evil, “The Death Bleak,” who has haunted nations for centuries.
Themes: Redemption, the nature of evil, the struggle for hope, and the internal battles of the soul.
Favorite review I read:
Oh friends. I was SO not prepared for this story. At all! Having read, and loved, Ms. Brower’s The Q, I couldn’t resist checking this one out. I thought I might enjoy it and might even become drawn in. Oh, but! I was NOT expecting to become so entranced with Sperro and Ember that I could barely sleep because I couldn’t wait to find out how things were going to end! Because of real life, it took me a few days to finish and, oh my goodness, how I squeezed in every available moment of time I could in order to read just a page or two more! Ms. Brower, I applaud you. You have outdone yourself and I cannot wait to see how you will top this with your next book. You have risen on my list of favorite authors and are now firmly entrenched in my top ten list! But you aren’t reading this review simply to watch me gush, are you? So I shall get on with it.
Where, oh where to begin? This story has similarities to Beauty and the Beast, but trust me when I say it is so much more than that! It is a fantastical look at darkness and light, and how those two things are constantly circling and drawn to each other. It is two people who are unprepared for the other to come into their life and what effect they’ll have. It is a deep love that barely flickers during the first pages, yet despite everything that happens, every choice made to deny it, its growth is slow, steady, and beautiful to watch. It is heart-wrenching emotions, impossible choices, and a glorious testimony of redemption unlike anything I’ve ever read before.
But! It is not always a happy story. There are choices made which create chaos, bitterness, and rage. The “beastliness” of certain characters is menacing, the darkness powerful and tangible. And yet… The light is just as fierce! Hope is always weaving in and out of every moment and refuses to give up. And the battle between the two is simultaneously intense and fascinating. I simply could not look away, always on pins and needles to see which side pulled hardest. When I closed the final pages, it was with tears running down my cheeks and feeling utterly wrung out, yet gloriously inspired!
In short, this story is phenomenal. Sperro is a character I was fully prepared to hate, just as Ember was. And yet, my fascination grew steadily as the story progressed until he was firmly woven into my heart. I was as committed to him as Ember is and completely unable to prevent it. He is an incredibly well written character! And dearest Ember as well. This is a love story, yes, but not the sort you’re thinking. Trust me though. You want to read this one! It is highly imaginative, with vivid descriptions (the world-building! Just wow!), and, to put it simply, utterly unforgettable. If you enjoy fantasy with a lot of depth, then I HIGHLY recommend this one! It’s a keeper, folks, and that’s putting it very mildly. 🙂
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